Long time... No write...

     I hate that it's been such a long time since I've posted a new entry. I just haven't been myself these days. I even had an unexplainable (at the time) bout of depression the other day. I literally felt myself slipping into this very bad place in my mind. I felt all dark and gloomy inside -- which is completely unfamiliar territory for me normally speaking. I was luckily alone a lot that day, so no one had to feel the kookiness of my mood, but still, it was strange.

   A day or so later, the arrival of my monthly buddy sort of explained things, and put it all in perspective.  So now, I'm back on track with my mood, but I'm still oddly uninspired. It makes me a bit sad to find myself in this state, but I guess I should just consider it a part of a normal ebb and flow of life. Some days, you are on it, while other days, you just kind of wish you were. 

   All in all, I still think there is so much to be excited about and so much in my life to make me feel completely filled with thanks. I guess I just need to accept this down-time with as much awareness as possible, and do my best to learn more about all the sides of Sonja Bentley Zant. (Gosh, I hope this experience won't prove to be like Sybil or The Many Faces of Eve!!)